Today was a good day. I went to my niece and nephew’s “Grandparents’ Day” at school with my awesome sister-in-law and baby nephew and learned what the older two have been up to. Afterwards, we went back to their house and goofed around for a while. As I was hanging on the couch with the older kiddos (the baby and my sis-in-law were taking a much needed nap), I had an epiphany. This is why I have to travel long term.
You might be saying, hold on a second…why did hanging out with some of your fav people on the planet make you realize you have to travel more, thus leaving them??? Sounds counterintuitive, I know, but just hear me out. I realized that coming back to them after being gone just makes those normal moments even sweeter.
Also, I want to be the best me I can possibly be for my niece and nephews…traveling makes me the best version of myself. It makes me more compassionate, more patient, more spontaneous, less stressed, more self-confident, and more stable (which sounds crazy, i know, being more stable by pursuing a lifestyle that is anything but). I want to be someone that my wonderful niece and 3 lovely nephews can always look up to and count on. They are the most important people in my life and even if I didn’t think I owed it to myself to follow my dreams, I owe it to them to show by example that they can follow their dreams.
So, to wrap this up, I found it. I found my inspiration for why I should take this trip even though sometimes I second-guess myself and think this whole idea of mine is bat-shit crazy.
🙂 I feel very calm and content for the first time in days.